that I am okay. I think. I have been giving myself such a hard time lately, and I think that today something clicked, and now I at least understand why. Or part of the why. Well, let's put it this way, just to get it out in the open where it belongs. I am okay because I am living. I am okay because I am making choices and decisions. I am okay because even if I think I am the worst person on the face of the planet that makes the worst decisions on the face of the planet, I am still just staying alive. I am making that conscious decision, and living my life is so much better than the alternative. I think. This probably comes off as really awful and creepy and like I am some crazy person. But I don't think I am; because I am starting to accept myself for who I am and there is nothing more exciting or worthwhile to me. I've let some things go that I never thought I would be able to. I've followed through with things I never thought I could. I feel as though I have courage to live my life and be who I am, and be okay with both of those things.
Also, T.SWIFT gets me.
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