what it feels like to have my heart and stomach drop to my feet. Metaphorically, of course, but I've never felt that because of a stupid silly text from someone ever before. I hate that it affected me so much. I. Hate. That. I was so ready to be done with that heightened emotional state of mind that I used to be in 24/7. But it took me much less time to calm down than it normally would, so I was proud of myself for that. I just need to think and breathe.
When someone matters so much to you and then suddenly gets you out of their life and won't allow you back in, it's something that takes a ton of time to get over. It doesn't just go away, but when it fades, it usually gets easier to keep it gone.
But with a simple text. Two words. "Hey Krystal." That's all. And my world came crashing down for a good half an hour.
But screw that. He sucks.
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